i got what i asked for

i frequently do, but never quite the way i was wanting it.

rarely stationary for long, i have been dreaming of a small place, to be still, where i would have the space to focus on being well.

i am doing yoga almost every day, eating loads of fruit and veggies, meditating, resting and yesterday started a few more challenges... two hundred situps, two hundred squats and the real challenge, one hundred pushups.

i am being well.

the other day i realized that i kind of have what i was looking for.  i just wasn't thinking of it being in a cell at the end of a hall in a dirty, beat-up town in a failed state.

just another reminder that i need to work harder on my dreams.